Awaken and I feel sick Like butterflies dying in my stomach Now I cannot sleep The visions creep behind my stare Giving me the reality Of dying in a nightmare D...

Get off my back get off my case Shit missed the fan and hit me in the face My car is torn and my clothes are broke down And I'm so broke my rain checks bounce L...

[Poem by Jonas Deroueche] How extravagant my shadow, In october five times my height Hence my silhouette's grandeur, A reflection of lost glory Splendid seed ...

Night, Another night of the damned, Standing at the border to insanity land Dance of the dead in the midnight hour, Touching your cold lips, Shivering of lust ...

So long I wish you well Where I am going you cannot follow I can feel them trying to change who I am I can feel I can feel I can feel them trying to break my wi...

Desires to live in the past To start all over again When nobody knows and nobody cares And no one is to blame A short distance from Heaven Even though I know it...

I've tried everything, just to change the pain Fractured dream, and I'm not the same I've lost ability to escape in sleep Hold on a little longer And there's no...

God of make-believe In your world Nothing's what it seems Master Of pre-judgement What do you really know About the things we do We know who you are This time ...

Look at you now, pathetic and weak Slowly walking down on loser street Bound to live your life without dignity Self-inflicted misery Trust is something that yo...

Ring you neck until it's red and rosy With my fist smash your posies Ashes to ashes our world falls down Feed the poison it tastes like lies Wash them down with...

Like a ship lost at sea, That's all we'll ever be, A suicidal breed, Shaped from this tainted life we live So what can you tell me, That I don't already know, Y...

There is a seed set to grow in my soul That burns my heart but leaves my brain in control Screams of pain and screams of fear That lives inside my head So now ...

I guess I am just Torn between life or silence, As the pain in my eyes becomes to clear Destroyed! By the sounds so empty, Empty as the answer to my prayers G...

Open my eyes, what don't I see You don't feel real So you're fake, you're so fake So you're fake to me, far gone Fallen angel, so afraid to fly What do you want...

You want an answer, Well, What do you want to hear, That I think you're special And that I really care? That's where you wrong, 'Cos I'll never be, More than I...

Intact is what I am Full weight not missing a gramme Got the power to blow it all away Attitude a part of the game You and me are not the same I'm superior in e...

Preacher man, judging you again Telling you about your sins He made himself god to say Sinful life is not the way Follow christ the lord of flies In holy wars w...

The things you tried to make me believe in To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying Never painless, emotional emptiness I always keep raping myself this way...

Got mighty convictions, I'm my only help I'm on my own conditions, I only blame myself I try to be the only friend I need To be left alone it came to be That I ...

Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You ne...

We are the land that gave unto me We are the land where you cop a plea We are the land that your dollar bore We are the land that wants so much more American pr...

Look out over our city streets See the violence below Losers cling to their hallowed ground Only faith that they know Youth collides in opposing prides The body...

This fraction of time, Will it humble our thinking Or laugh in our face Beaten and torn on bruised knees crawling, It decomposes my soul Fall - constantly fall...

Welcome to the lines Of the meat production chain Meat survival's down Plague death from the disease Still the meat procreates Adds bodies to the flames Lifesex...

On the eighth day the voice said to me "Open your mind and you shall be free Preach the word in a convenient way And you will become like unto thee" I ask for n...

Right now what are you thinking Paddle with the spoon and you came up sinking Too fast then it gets faster Downward spin don't think you're gonna last You're dr...

Red angels dance on lips As my mother burns for your sadistic trips I can turn the vision away But the image persists it won't go away You preach like prophets ...

I feel strong The power is back It's been gone for so long Trust me, here I come Yeah, the scars in me Came from what you wanted me to be But still I am what I...

And still there comes another sunrise again Clouded by the shades of yesterday Still I feel naiveté's hope for change Memories endured memory remains Peel the s...

Insecurity breeds contempt Opposing perceptions of time well spent Your disregard for the way I feel You're all up in your head where nothing's real I must have...

Forfeit of reason I cannot forgive Dictates of treason Nothing more I'll give Wounds are familiar Scars will never heal Enamored depression Nothing more I'll fe...

So now you speak Words and truth betrayed My love and my trust betrayed So take what's yours and I'll keep mine We'll burn what's yours to forget the time When ...

Here I stand alone Abused by myself Scenes of suicide Like a solid wall of fear Negativity overcomes Positivity in me Self pity, laughing Screaming in my ears ...

A shattered soul born, From a loss of faith, Your empty mind filled, With the wrath of god Now your broken heart, Will never heal your scars, But you'll be sav...

He's building a mountain for you You're so filled with your self, Never wrong always right Always the winner in your own little world, Fantastic, Always on top...

You feel the need To draw your lines in your box of sand Condescend on me Just who are you supposed to be There's no one out there as fucked as you The worst of...

Taste of the life, devour your soul Your boys are now numbers raising the toll You think you're a victim, societies leech Sinned all your existence, white powde...

Cement shoes to start my downward motion A one-way ticket to the bottom of the ocean Big fish come to check out the commotion Swallow me whole inside this big f...

Faith in me that's wanting, I don't want to live this way The ghosts that will chase me forever And I remember, the things that were both good and bad And why w...

Born and raised under daddy's protective wings, Sheltered from all the ugly things in life But didn't daddy tell you, There are places where you don't belong, ...

Here they go again, being untrue to themselves It's nothing new, it's all been done before They are not a dying breed More like growing seed With roots choking ...

This is my diary of broken dreams, A monument over me, Page after page twists my mind with grief What I should but never did, How could I ever be so wrong? Cru...

Worn out and nothing more to give Who said that life was simple to live The pain inside eats away at your pride The price of friendship is sometimes high But w...

Wild side inside me, takes full control Troubled defies me, it hammers my soul My heart is straightcast, but it has a few holes Which I can fill up faster on th...