I can hear myself screaming out the backdoor
Looking in my spirit the inflicted sufferings
Stop! Stop the aching inside!
Stop! Stop the burning spirit!

My senseless theory is rising once again blackening the pure beauty of what surrounds me

I am the pain
I am the lie
I am the one
I wanna see die

No more tears in your eyes!
Too much things to forget!
I am the pain
I am the lie
I am the one
I wanna see die

Causing pain and hate within' my mind
Why I need to analyze my existence?

I'm lost in the lightning Darkness of life!
Lost in thoughts of myself with no answers

Day after day like a lifetime away I keep it so sad
Night after night I keep it true

Nothing could be the same again
This theory returns to me all the time
Let me know if it's a suffering that I inflict myself?
A need of suffering?