I see you in a grocery store I think of you I can have no more
My nerves are battered and my knees are weak I feel sick, I can hardly speak
I was down on a rolling turn Sweat paid no return
I had no use for remedies, or preachers preaching memories
My patience torn my hopes were gone Nothing to offer life at all
No love from your brother My blood feels so different now
My blood feels so different now
I've lost all senses now, My joy is nothing to my suicidal friend

I've never seen you like this before, you abuse and cry, you don't laugh no more
It's something I don't understand, But you say it's you and don't expand
All the happy smiling faces Hopes I had are all mutated
My colours are changing, my age is rearranging

The straw is drawn the smile is worn All hope has fallen
All things are different now My child is different I,
Can see the point of no return I thought my life was something more
I want to see my baby, My child to met my suicidal friend

I was happy in nothing At least nothing was something
Now you're leaving me Now you're weaving free
With our childNo art for my destructor No smile for my thief,
no advice for my suicidal friend
It's four seasons of bad luck And all the poor misfits, looking for money or love
For my suicidal friend

I see you in a grocery store I think of you I can't have no more
My nerves are battered and my knees are weak I feel sick, I can hardly speak
I was down on a rolling turn Sweat paid no return I had no use for remedies,
or preachers preaching memories, no advice for my suicidal friend