I told myself, you've got to shake this jealous thing
Its the last thing you need
I told myself, just drop this anti-trust act
It is so self defeatingand not worth repeating
And i watched your whisper of a secret turn into a mountain of lie
There was always someone waiting in the wings
We were something that i am not

I am falling I am failing
Sometimes loss outweighs gain
I am falling I am failing
This kidding you is killing me

Don't hold it to coincedence that our paths don't cross anymore
I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts
and i can't spill out a single word
These days the best i can do is a
simple smile across crowded rooms
You always swore you could never take him back
I didn't think that never could come so fast
I took you out on everyone