I wonder, can you hear me?
Have you been here all this time, right here with me?
Or is this all for nothing, am I talking to the air? Nothing here
I need you to be here to say goodbye, all this time
But years come and go and I still have dreams that your here

What's real is the fact that I can't recall the sound of your voice
I don't want to lose the memories, the way I lost you They're all I had
Life was never on our side

Hard candy and pipes of tobacco, symphonies and apple peels; I see so clear
Your arms, your face, your smile,
All the things I hold so dear are slipping away from me
So show me the way 'cause I cannot find it on my own
Life has a way of taking away the things I love the most

What's real is the fact that I can't recall the sound of your voice
I don't want to lose the memories, the way I lost you They're all I have
Life was never on our side

Sleep holds no peace for me I cry in my dreams and wake in pain
Sleep still holds no peace for me
I don't want to dream and wake in pain

I don't want to lose the memories the way I lost you
They're all I have life was never on our side