There's something here I'm hiding,
Somewhere under this skin
Buried below resides this,
Subcutaneous grin
There's something I'm denying,
Something I was something I've been
Under this latex lining, filed back
Behind the sin
Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance
There's nothing here worth wanting,
Roots to my spine these lies
You'll see it when I drop my guard,
You'll spit it back in my eyes
All walls disintegrating,
Old paths forgotten in time
My pasts my violations,
Subcutaneous crimes
Go away just go away, memories corrode my head
Never "past" forever stay ever deep stay fucking dead
Go away don't let me speak that pussy assed "poor me" bullshit
I was weak, fear that I'm still, so to the past, I weld these lips
Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance,
Obsessions sad digressions I'd just soon forget
Now I'm hiding