A Sustained Static Gaze,
Oblivious To Surroundings
Empty, Strained, Unmoving Eyes;
Introverted, Paralyzed
A Burning Mass Of Emotions Denied,
Enraged By Years Of Silencing
An Accumulation Of Feelings Suppressed,
Returning To Devour
Bright Rays Of Chaos,
Generated By Subconsciousness
A Retribution By Own Thoughts;
Twisting The Mind Into Fits
Fuelled With Pains Unveiled
Burning With Contamination
Set Afire By Disowned Self-Lies;
They Penetrate The Eyes

I Am I The Next?
Self Inflicted Overload
Thoughts Returning To Think Me Away
I Will I Be Reprieved,
Or Am I Just Awaiting The Sentence Of My Exquisite,
Internal Machinery Of Torture

The Turmoil Arises,
From The Innermost Core Of Denial
Shining Streams Of Putrefaction,
Reflugent With Disease -
In Outward Motion To Redress The Balance By Retaliation
A Terminal Journey To Relieve Cognition Of Ability
Minds Lit Like Candles,
By Rejected Senses And Emotions
Tearing Flames,
Born In Mind;
Creations Of Self Deception
Strained,
Not To Lose The Grip -
Humans Locked In The New Disease
A Light By Eyes Unseen Has Come To Burn Us Clean

Ref: I Am I The Next?

I Sense;
The Facilities Of The Bodily;
Discorporated By The Light
All My Pleas;
Denied
By My Psychological Enemy
The Inner Light Unseen

I I'm Deceived By My
Receiving Eyes; - Susceptible
To The Endless Killing-Sights

Consciousness Fails The Grip
Substance Now Decreasing
Amorphous
Without Shape - I'm Vanishing;
Dematerialized
My Own Corrosive Thoughts -
Probes Armed With Acid Tools
Disintegrated,
I'm Bleached Out Of Reality
Scattered Bits Internally;
My Last Transparent Remains;
Floating Objects Inanimate;
Spinning Into My Soul
Defeated By My Contents
Tables Turned,
I'm A Thought Repressed
I'm Swallowed Into Myself
Destination; Nothingness

I Am I The Next?
Self Inflicted Overload
Thoughts Returning To Think Me Away
I Will I Be Reprieved
Or Am I Just Awaiting The Sentence Of My Exquisite,
Internal Machinery Of Torture
I I've Been The Next
My Self Inflicted Overload,
My Neglected Thoughts Have Thought Me Undone
I I Was Never Reprieved
Now I Know The Sentence Of Me Exquisite,
Internal Machinery Of Torture