As I close the gates to trauma
I get caught by (the) shades of regret
Bleeding eyes stare, from the inside,
At mirrors that reflect the distress

Watch me, vigilant

And I can't even hide,
No matter what I try

Take my hand, rescue me
From the madness I'm in too deep
Save my soul, feed my will,
Give me one good reason to live

As I try to fix the faulty
I, myself, become my nemesis
Memories are cruel disciples
Of relapse when I'm awaking

Watch me, vigilant

"You can't write your book
When you reject your own past,
When you reject to be the main character
You must die
You must see you dying to know
That you're still alive"

Watch me vigilant