Forget What I Had in Mind

How could I ever do those things to you
how could I ever talk like that
I just want to say
those words was not my own
How could things ever come to this
Forget what I had in mind
I never ment a word of it
Now I'm searching for those words
which are hard to find
I really don't know what to say to you
some words they never come easy to me
Now I'm standing here again
with no-one else but me to blame
I feel so lose within this crowd