This will be the last time i ever try to pretend
That i can live in perfection
Stuck in between death and dream
Still i wonder "can this happen"
I am done reaching for the skies
A promise made - to your ghost i swore
All that i've done, i did for you
Stuck in between death and dream
This is my new name, i've made it for myself
I can only hope that my life could bring you joy
On my knees with my face on palms rested i watched as my world crumbled around me
The towers that we spent years building together were laid to ruin in an instant
I breathed deep in hopes of capturing one last particle of the memory of you to cling to as the dust settled around me
I need this memory
If i pick myself up off the ground to face this life
Where will i set my sights?
Am i in this all alone? will they know that i'm afraid?
A life foretold - one of misery
I'm not ready to die here, these dreams unfulfilled
With questions unanswered, to whom will i turn?