now just where the fuck have I gone
the days feel so old and cracked and your eyelids close-you shut me out
got run over by your words today, and everyone's a hazy shade of gray
and I don't know who I am anymore, don't know where I'm coming from,
don't know where I'm going to but I kinda want to hate you
I'm screaming till my bones break, but you swear you didn't even hear a whisper
I'm always left to pick up your pieces
a room of gold and you see red
what is there left that I can believe in
this so useless so dead and so ugly your eyes so disgusting so hating degrading
a room of gold and you see red what is there left that I can believe in
now just where the fuck have I gone
the days feel so old and cracked and your eyelids close-you shut me out
and just where did I get lost where did you go and where have I gone
it's back to me again
hair as fire eyes as sharp as switchblades breathing death into my arms
fingers dripping scarlet what is there left that I can beleieve in
I am so numb I can't feel anything anymore
I am trapped in a shell and I can't feel anything anymore
I am so numb ican't feel anything anymore
I can't feel me I can't see me I can't feel me