Didn't really know what I was looking for
But I knew I was something I needed
A thing that I wanted to possess
Thought I found it for a moment
Not The right feeling in my head
Then I stopped, big whole blank
I was alone
Then I stopped big whole blank
The obsession ceased, cleared my mind
She appeared in my life
Was OK for a while
Started to miss her every time she walked away
Made me realised that love can be found
When it only exist
Some are laughing at me now
But those don't and never will
Know what I feel, and that's the worst thing ever