There's something here I'm hiding,
Somewhere under this skin
Buried below resides this,
Subcutaneous grin

There's something I'm denying,
Something I was something I've been
Under this latex lining, filed back
Behind the sin

Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance

There's nothing here worth wanting,
Roots to my spine these lies
You'll see it when I drop my guard,
You'll spit it back in my eyes

All walls disintegrating,
Old paths forgotten in time
My pasts my violations,
Subcutaneous crimes

Go away just go away, memories corrode my head
Never "past" forever stay ever deep stay fucking dead

Go away don't let me speak that pussy assed "poor me" bullshit
I was weak, fear that I'm still, so to the past, I weld these lips

Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance,
Obsessions sad digressions I'd just soon forget
Now I'm hiding