What the am I supposed to do
With this world that I created
Today your loss becomes my gain
My selfcontrol and I have disbanded
My finger on the trigger
I'll take my life
And paint the walls with my blood
I'll end all misery
Let go of all human feeling
The light I used to see
The since long lost joy
Say my name
And you will find
There's nothing to blame
Live with me in this lie
And take the pain away
1000 needles through my head
This pain controlling me
Is causing me to bleed
In the old days one would find
Can't see the road much longer
This downward spiral
Neverending twisting
Into hell I march
Forsaken by the gods
I let go of all human feeling