As the day grew on I became more enraptured in my careless thoughts
Each thought drawing me deeper and deeper into my mind
The mind of a deranged man
A man who has made a series of unfortunate decisions
Decisions decided without thought
Staring into the reflection of an unfamiliar face
What have I become?
It seems to me as if I had become lost
Excuse me for my selfishness and lack of self control
Intoxicating myself with each and every possible excuse
Wallowing in self pity
It's become apparent to me that I'm just another disappointment
I suppose if it's true that you reap what you sow then I will soon get what I have coming
It's only a matter of time before it's all said and done
As the day grew on I became more enraptured in my careless thoughts
Each thought drawing me deeper and deeper into my mind
The mind of a deranged man
My well of chances has ran bone dry
Who am I to decide what I do and do not deserve
What have I become?
Deranged