Awaken and I feel sick Like butterflies dying in my stomach Now I cannot sleep The visions creep behind my stare Giving me the reality Of dying in a nightmare D...

It's been a long day At the bottom of the hill They say she died of a broken heart She told me I was living in the past Drinking from a broken glass I'm Alone N...

It's been a long day At the bottom of the hill They say she died of a broken heart She told me I was living in the past Drinking from a broken glass I'm Alone N...

Get off my back get off my case Shit missed the fan and hit me in the face My car is torn and my clothes are broke down And I'm so broke my rain checks bounce L...

[Poem by Jonas Deroueche] How extravagant my shadow, In october five times my height Hence my silhouette's grandeur, A reflection of lost glory Splendid seed ...

Night, Another night of the damned, Standing at the border to insanity land Dance of the dead in the midnight hour, Touching your cold lips, Shivering of lust A...

So long I wish you well Where I am going you cannot follow I can feel them trying to change who I am I can feel I can feel I can feel them trying to break my wi...

Politics Make you shudder Stupid Games Broke your Brother A Side of me Or so you thought once Could it be You don't have one Bring Me Down Old school boy Could...

Desires to live in the past To start all over again When nobody knows and nobody cares And no one is to blame A short distance from Heaven Even though I know it...

I've tried everything, just to change the pain Fractured dream, and I'm not the same I've lost ability to escape in sleep Hold on a little longer And there's no...

Brother, were you the next in line? I hope you saw your signs for what has happened and for what is yet to come So, Don't be, Afraid of this I Bleed For You (Ar...

God of make-believe In your world Nothing's what it seems Master Of pre-judgement What do you really know About the things we do We know who you are This time y...

Stuck within Again I fought it out quickly Floating on this shard, my one, and my true only Pray "¦I remain strong and Cry "¦ out to my Lord Strain "¦ to hear s...

Look at you now, pathetic and weak Slowly walking down on loser street Bound to live your life without dignity Self-inflicted misery Trust is something that yo...

The Rain, was coming down over me It felt so good to be free I laughed with all the others who shared my point of view Now, Reality's setting in The Cover is we...

Ring you neck until it's red and rosy With my fist smash your posies Ashes to ashes our world falls down Feed the poison it tastes like lies Wash them down with...

Confidence Confidence I don't know what I feel I don't know what I feel repeat Thinking of the times I had Wondering If I will ever again Running circles in my ...

Like a ship lost at sea, That's all we'll ever be, A suicidal breed, Shaped from this tainted life we live So what can you tell me, That I don't already know, Y...

I am goinginto The black stains on my"¦skin I'm floating all the "¦way in I can feel this"¦too Taken IntoSomeone is following now I am waitingI am"¦I am taking ...

There is a seed set to grow in my soul That burns my heart but leaves my brain in control Screams of pain and screams of fear That lives inside my head So now ...

I guess I am just... Torn between life or silence, As the pain in my eyes becomes to clear Destroyed! By the sounds so empty, Empty as the answer to my prayers ...

Staring at this tragedy So Misguided, yet surrendering Inspired and Driven Questioning this, the obvious Hollow Fall into this world Bridged a gap of destiny Do...

Open my eyes, what don't I see You don't feel real So you're fake, you're so fake So you're fake to me, far gone Fallen angel, so afraid to fly What do you want...

You want an answer, Well, What do you want to hear, That I think you're special And that I really care? That's where you wrong, 'Cos I'll never be, More than I ...

I've been so frustrated, Listening to your voice up high Your voice is as sweet as candy, your face it is so lovely Come we must be going, to something better t...

Intact is what I am Full weight not missing a gramme Got the power to blow it all away Attitude a part of the game You and me are not the same I'm superior in e...

It was only in my head All the looks that you gave to me It's in my head Was I so blind I could not see? It doesn't matter much to me coming from you All the sh...

See the back of a running train The engine of the head is bleeding The ladder is slowly draining it From all of it's feeling Open up the hated one Pull it back ...

Preacher man, judging you again Telling you about your sins He made himself god to say Sinful life is not the way Follow christ the lord of flies In holy wars w...

The things you tried to make me believe in To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying... Never painless, emotional emptiness I always keep raping myself this ...

Got mighty convictions, I'm my only help I'm on my own conditions, I only blame myself I try to be the only friend I need To be left alone it came to be That I ...

Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You ne...

We are the land that gave unto me We are the land where you cop a plea We are the land that your dollar bore We are the land that wants so much more American pr...

Look out over our city streets See the violence below Losers cling to their hallowed ground Only faith that they know Youth collides in opposing prides The body...

It takes your sanity As you walk away with an innocent smile Hiding beneath the shell You were scared and repulsed all the while Try to take me there As if you ...

This fraction of time, Will it humble our thinking Or laugh in our face Beaten and torn on bruised knees crawling, It decomposes my soul Fall - constantly falli...

Suffocating but I am still breathing Getting closer now to my door Lose my anger but I am still seeing Enough to run away no more You helped them, Figure me out...

Welcome to the lines Of the meat production chain Meat survival's down Plague death from the disease Still the meat procreates Adds bodies to the flames Lifesex...

On the eighth day the voice said to me "Open your mind and you shall be free Preach the word in a convenient way And you will become like unto thee" I ask for n...

Right now what are you thinking Paddle with the spoon and you came up sinking Too fast then it gets faster Downward spin don't think you're gonna last You're dr...

Red angels dance on lips As my mother burns for your sadistic trips I can turn the vision away But the image persists it won't go away You preach like prophets ...

Laying down in a bed he lived in Sinking into a dying state Can't forget the time, the room, the place Notice the hand as it slowly makes it's way I Have no"¦ N...

Circling colors surround my face I see the brightness of you Try to spend my pain in you It's all I've wanted, All this time To travel the world with you Is god...

I feel strong The power is back It's been gone for so long Trust me, here I come Yeah, the scars in me Came from what you wanted me to be But still I am what I...

And still there comes another sunrise again Clouded by the shades of yesterday Still I feel naiveté's hope for change Memories endured memory remains Peel the s...

Insecurity breeds contempt Opposing perceptions of time well spent Your disregard for the way I feel You're all up in your head where nothing's real I must have...

Running"¦Feeling"¦You're everything I am so uncertain Crying"¦Feeling"¦Like I often do Hearing the every ocean I'm feeling, like I am more than this, more than ...

Show the way"¦To follow You Because I Want to know"¦When I'll see you again and I am through"¦Wandering Hopelessly Now and I want to"¦I want to"¦ I had thought ...

Forfeit of reason I cannot forgive Dictates of treason Nothing more I'll give Wounds are familiar Scars will never heal Enamored depression Nothing more I'll fe...

So now you speak Words and truth betrayed My love and my trust betrayed So take what's yours and I'll keep mine We'll burn what's yours to forget the time When ...

Here I stand alone Abused by myself Scenes of suicide Like a solid wall of fear Negativity overcomes Positivity in me Self pity, laughing Screaming in my ears ...

A shattered soul born, From a loss of faith, Your empty mind filled, With the wrath of god Now your broken heart, Will never heal your scars, But you'll be save...

He's building a mountain for you You're so filled with your self, Never wrong always right Always the winner in your own little world, Fantastic, Always on top ...

You are a part of me"¦You are a part of me And I'll never be"¦All alone Storm in front of me"¦rains pelting me No I'll never be"¦All alone Moving readily"¦Tryin...

You feel the need To draw your lines in your box of sand Condescend on me Just who are you supposed to be There's no one out there as fucked as you The worst of...

Taste of the life, devour your soul Your boys are now numbers raising the toll You think you're a victim, societies leech Sinned all your existence, white powde...

Cement shoes to start my downward motion A one-way ticket to the bottom of the ocean Big fish come to check out the commotion Swallow me whole inside this big f...

Faith in me that's wanting, I don't want to live this way The ghosts that will chase me forever And I remember, the things that were both good and bad And why w...

Born and raised under daddy's protective wings, Sheltered from all the ugly things in life But didn't daddy tell you, There are places where you don't belong, E...

Here they go again, being untrue to themselves It's nothing new, it's all been done before They are not a dying breed More like growing seed With roots choking ...

This is my diary of broken dreams, A monument over me, Page after page twists my mind with grief What I should but never did, How could I ever be so wrong? Cruc...

Worn out and nothing more to give Who said that life was simple to live The pain inside eats away at your pride The price of friendship is sometimes high But w...

Wild side inside me, takes full control Troubled defies me, it hammers my soul My heart is straightcast, but it has a few holes Which I can fill up faster on th...