Reliving old wounds once that healed
Can't escape the memories once dormant in my mind
As doubt settles in
I cannot rekindle my faith
Unending despair I feel
For I fear it's too late
Cannot explain what went wrong
Fleeting hopes of sanity
Frightened by my instilled thoughts
Deranged
My mind won't let me free
Engulfing fear
Shadowed in grief
Enduring this pain of disbelief
Whispering chaos
The end has begun
Staring into the reflection of horror
Death is a mask of pain unforeseen
Vivid images of corruption and sorrow
Humanity kills
Innocence obscene
Their point of view became our reality
Sanity is but a mere shadow on the wall
In a blink of an eye, lost mentality
Corruption of our minds;
The black abyss of thought
At war with my reality
Walls falling onto me
The stranglehold of corruption grows
Until it reaches the unbearable end
Now you're dead in my eyes
Through my eyes you're dead
The lies that I once believed
[Were] the last words that you said
Now through my eyes you're dead
And dead you'll always be
Using rage to release
The binds of pain engulfing me
Anger bleeding into my vision
Fading fast before the incision
Going in for the final kill
Never ending
I'm bleeding still
Cannot live
Cannot die
Waiting and holding
Onto my final goodbye
In the shallow plane of the conscious mind,
Reality fades
Losing faith with time
In the inner soul of our cursed existence,
Emptiness
Void of forgiveness
We watch and we see and realize we don't care
Oblivious to our own malignancy
Too concerned with ourselves to ever take notice
Void of expression
Now damned to be
Cankerous