Feeling,
My world come crashing down
Seeing,
My life spin inside out
A cry for help,
But all in vain
Nobody 'round,
Tryin' to stay sane
Feeling the saddness
Of past friends who died
Feeling al alone
With no reasons why

I never saw it coming
I never saw it creeping
I never saw it's shadow
Around the corners sneaking
Now it's a fight for dear life
Gasping each and every breath
Never had I ever thought
I'd be face to face with death

Trying,
To feel my way around
Buying,
Some time to get around
Can't help but think,
What would've been
If I didn't sign up,
If I didn't join in
Now I'll never be the same
Goddamn damaged
From the waist to the brain