Sedation is not meditation
That isn't what substitutes for conversation
And who is wrong over holes burning into their heads
Or bloated sacks shifting in their stomachs?
Over feeling unloved, worn out and with nothing?
The decomposing human bodies moving in a vibrant language
Sending signals in unfortunate ways,
(through unstable tones)
Just enough to kow that there is no recovery
How can I even compare?
(I'm hiding out Shaving my head
I'm screening calls Covering my tracks)
I want to form some sort of expression
I want to make some sense out of this
Without calculating the collective, I want to know everything
Sometimes I don't want to scream
And sometimes I don't want to be around here
Sometimes I just want to pilot a giant robot,
Spending days that only exist in my head
Instead of excuses I will be looking for reasons,
Finding passion in my own instead of convenience