your smile cuts like only I know
this vicious blade of ecstacy
should I wish to break these chains
can't stand it if I freeze

so near yet so far to my surprise
I can't show you who you are
so near yet so far to my demise
so I wait until you like my eyes
so I wait until you like

shudder to think what would
can't face that hurt I'd bye bye gone
never show that you're alone
always hope how we be as one

so near yet so far to my surprise
I can't show you who you are
so near yet so far to my demise
so I wait until you like my eyes
so I wait until you like
until you like my lies
so I wait and I lose

it's just a little
it's just a little crush so I hush roll over and cry
if I don't tell you I'll die and if I do I'm screwed
it's a lose-lose situation but one I'm used to
when I'm always betting on a limp horse of course
can't get the words outta my mouth wanna spit 'em out
but I'm not quite ready yet to come screaming out
the closet I said goddamn you got me real good
all I wanna be is wanna be is cured

all I want to be is cured

until you like my eyes
so I wait and I lose
and I lose