Sometimes I feel so far away, other times I think I need a change today
Unwanted feelings of despair inside
All I want is a place to hide, away from the reality of this mindless life
I woke up this morning, spent the night in the trenches again
The first thing I do is grab my gun, helps me cope and gives me my ident
Lost control of our need, lost control of our greed
Beaten down, kept in line, lies so pure
How much truth can you take?
Stand real close to me and do just like I do
Open your mind pull the trigger back far
Pull it at the point when you feel the most pain or feel the most fucking alive
What's left for me, what's left to live for as your mind's floating around in space?
Silently praying for closure within the day's last space
Just look at the state we're in Religions at war, DNA compression
Confusion, diffusion, pollution
Mind will be deprived of every substance, nourishment and die
Guess it's not so hard to say goodbye after all You always had to lie, always have to cry
The search is what makes me need to go All your pain I know
Guess it's not so hard to say goodbye after all You always had to lie, always have to cry
The search is what makes me need to go All your pain I know all too well
Lost control of our need, lost control of our greed
Beaten down, kept in line, lies so pure
How much truth
Cutting and draining, shooting and maiming
It's hard to say goodbye but have you ever tried?
Have you ever tried?
Have you ever tried?
Have you ever fucking tried?
HAVE YOU!
So you call yourself alive, with your petty-ass crimes
You're running on a blind death trip
With a wish you carry inside Hoping upon what you find
Just look at the state we're in Religions at war, DNA compression
Confusion, delusion, substitution
Mind will be deprived of every substance, nourishment and die