Punctured lung

I never fret
this time I'm suffocating
I've had enough now
too numb, there's no resisting
becoming one with all your failure
no coming back now
this bridge has been burned

crush, cut the chord, tear away
for I will never be the same
crush, breaks my bone, violence show
rejection threw it all away

consume the fight in me
suspend reality
if this stops the room from spinning
repressed identity
escape reality

you killed the cause
this keeps remaining
live through the loss now
redeem your helping ?
recycled thoughts
becomes (?)
? outgrows you
becomes it's only truth

stop, since you're wrong, the way you think
and I will never understand
fake, from black bones, weakness show
you lost it, threw it all away

consume the fight in me
suspend reality
if this stops the room from spinning
repressed identity
escape reality
if this stops the room from spinning

punctured my lung
punctured my lung
punctured lung

I've never felt
your emptiness
it makes me sick now

OBSESSIVE
with your reason
COMPULSIVE
with your failure

crush, cut the chord, tear away
for I will never be the same
crush, breaks my bone, violence show
rejection threw it all away

consume the fight in me
suspend reality
if this stops the room from spinning
repressed identity
escape reality
if this stops the room from spinning

how could you live with yourself