you know what heres my full version tell me what you think
ummm i'm not exactly sure how to go about explaining this
what's been happening over the road
you know I've been kinda keeping correspondance to my parents for a while
but I'm starting to get the feeling that throughout the letter writing process
like uh like the letters, they just keep getting shorter and shorter
and uh I'm starting to get the feeling that
that maybe one day all the letters will stop coming all together
maybe I'll start asking myself all kinds of stupid questions

as life hangs beside me
I gather all that I could
and you were never one for confrontation
now our lives are in your hands

like like what if there's, what if there's a spot in my body
you know to touch like by my heart, you know
you know like if we were to launch rockets in space and it's like
whats the point of like my house and the next offices
like you know what am I supposed to do you know
i don't know, all these stupid questions going through my head like all the time
like what if, I had some inoperable form of cancer in my brain, you know I'm keepin alive
you know what if, what if there is a god and i'm completely in trouble like
you know who am I kidding?
you understand what I'm saying?
it's not a joke, i'm not joking, not a joke
who will be there to keep me rational ?
who will be there when i keep, keep running out of oxygen
Who will be useful
When im going insane
I can't think anymore
I don't know what to tell you
Do you see where I'm coming from?
See what I'm trying to say?
Do you see what I'm trying to tell you?
who would be there to reason with guilt
who would be there to reason with guilt
who would be there to reason with guilt
who would be there to reason with guilt
Who will keep me from lashing out? (LASHING OUT)
when anxiety chokes me like razor wire (RAZOR WIRE)
Who will keep me from lashing out? (LASHING OUT)
when anxiety chokes me like razor wire (RAZOR WIRE)
I can penetrate the crowd
when anxiety chokes me like
Now our lives are in your hands
Now our lives are in your hands
Now our lives are in your hands
Now our lives are in your hands
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire
anxiety chokes me like razor wire
razor wire
razor wire
razor wire
razor wire
razor wire
razor wire
razor wire!