I tried, so hard
To get you out of my mind

I tried so hard,
Until it was all over and done with
My feelings were long gone,
No longer hurt in my stomach
At first it was love kid,
Then turned into constant arguments,
I tried my hardest to stop it,
This bitch had always started it
Taking advantage of my fragile heart,
Tore it apart
The state of one attraction,
I should of known from the start
Over powered by hazel eyes,
My mind paused for a minute
Picturing love,
There was nothing that could block the image

My thoughts depended,
On her actions,
Her ways,
Her love
Asked her father gods of lust
I prayed enough?
Embraced her trust,
Made no fuss, woud dream happily
Day by day,
I noticed the pain increase rapidly
In a dieing sense,
I tried to forget it
And let it past
But by doing this
I forced to the relationship that would never last
Every past was baracaded,
All trust was gone
Playing stupid, as if I never knew,
What went wrong

I question my love for you,
Your leaving made me know,
I can't handle this pain,
Cried for you in this rain
Why won't you say sorry?
Turn around and come back home?
I'm just so tired of bein alone

I hate her
How many times haven't I said it?
I hate the fact that she hates me,
And I shall never forget it
Never had I ever fuck with her feelings,
Later regret it
All of these years,
Lost in the tears,
That my letters presented
I still miss her
Catch myself, slittin my wrist,
With the glass I seperated,
From the last picture we flick

Together as one,
Wondering what I've done to take this,
Holding my pillow every night,
Wish that she'd replace it
Well fuck it,
It's all over and done,
Feeling's are gone
And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs
So then my arms
Are forgotten trees,
Left in my shirt
I love you,
Shit I can't even say I remember the words
Never concerning anything,
Having to do with her past

You ruined it last,
We're hiding the truth in a mask,
You stupid ass
I'm ignoring the crap that you moan
We had out times,
Until today
I hope you're happy alone

I question my love for you,
Your leaving made me know,
I can't handle this pain,
Cried for you in this rain
Why won't you say sorry?
Turn around and come back home?
I'm just so tired of bein alone