Under the flood of lights
Face down, paralyzed
She fell into that hole in the sky
Knee deep in potent lies
You still don't know what I hide
You still don't know that I lied to appease you
You still don't know what it's like
What it's like to lose
All hope of ever being a part of you
And how it hurts me so bad
How much I love you that I'll never get back
You'll never know what it's like
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Her head hung low as she began to cry
Tears of pain it seemed she'd never run dry
But it was all too clear this time
She said
I don't know why I hide
I don't know why I lied to appease you
Cuz you'll never know what it's like
You'll never know what it's like