I feel the blood rushing up, the words from you like a blow to the sternum
I can't hold back now, my mouth is watering two fold
with the flavor of myself in the meaning
I lost my head again
where did we go wrong
my concern I lost my head again,
but this time the apology is written across your face with unhealed lacerations
as I choke on the things I wish I had said blame me
and go ahead with your life as you always did
and force my stomach to purge the words I might have eaten
in a victorious feat of self indulgence
I simply lost my head again
I lost it all when I heard your voice in a tone like the storm that never strays
from the sepulcher I call my mind
sentiments of you they will never stray