I saw you this morning,
You were moving so fast
Can't seem to loosen my grip,
On the past
And I miss you so much,
There's no one in sight
And we're still making love,
In my secret life

I smile when I'm angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do,
To get by
But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right
And I'd die for the truth,
In my secret life

Hold on, hold on, my brother,
My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders,
I'll be marching through the morning
Marching through the night,
Moving 'cross the borders,
Of my secret life

Looked through the paper,
Makes you want to cry
Nobody cares if the people,
Live or die
And the dealer wants you thinking,
That it's either black or white
Thank God it's not that simple,
In my secret life

I bite my lip
I buy what I'm told
From the latest hit,
To the wisdom of old
But I'm always alone,
And my heart is like ice
And it's crowded and cold,
In my secret life