I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart
But I'm needing it now so bad

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I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
Don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud

No, no I can't explain
What's happened to me
I feel like I'm right and wrong
Inside everything's upside down
Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out

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If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same
If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go

I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long

I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
I don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud