Body and mind are begging me to die
My heart is racing sleeping with an open eye
My words aren't coming out
I feel like someone else
I'm only talking to you to amuse myself
Inbetween cloudy dreams
Intensity, building up
In and out, constant doubt
Who am I this time?
I wanna hide from taking sides
No matter what I'm criticized
Cuz I'm dead to the world
Turning cold without a fight
Back to life
I'm guided back to the smell of the fear
The wounds bleed black
Something whispers in my ear
"Choke"-these tiny voices
They broke my stream of choices
They joke-"Never say never"
And I'm falling for it more than ever
Lead the way, I give in
No one wins, pressure's rising so fast
I can't live my life in this wasteland
(I won't last)
I want to hide from taking sides
No matter what I'm criticized
Cuz I'm dead to the world
Turning cold without a fight
Back to life
When nothing's right
There's no exit signs tonight
Cuz I'm dead to the world
That turned it's back to mine
Back to life
They pull me down
Dead hands of the past
Under the ground
When we're livin' life fast
I must find a way to break out
Vices, unforgiving
I must find a way to brea out
This life's not for living
Kill the past
We won't last
I want to hide from taking sides
No matter what I'm criticized
Cuz I'm dead to the world
Turning cold without a fight
Back to life
When nothing's right
There's no exit signs tonight
Cuz I'm dead to the world
That turned it's back to mine
Back to life
Back to life