If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life that I am
Living now I guess it's all so strange
To feel the way I do inside but
Have so much that I could feel some
Pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this
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How do I feel? I've been here before
I've felt this
Retreat to a place, a place within me,
I need this keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to
I try and try to break away from all the hate
I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever
Done me wrong I need to justify the reasons
For the way I'm living I guess I can't cause
I don't feel like I deserve it
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So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I can't take away all
The shame I feel, forgive me
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