Nothing to hide
Nothing to lose
The little things that sicken me
And are eating at my youth
I've held my ghosts at bay
And smiled everyday
But heavens says wont shine on me again,
Just like they shined on me before
I can't be like that boy in chains
That was once adored
Apprehensive me
Independence me
I've spoiled every single thing
And running from the scene
It's sad for me to say
At every show
On every stage
Pride overlooked
And out of blown PAs
To people I will never meet
I spill my guts
Why can't these words free me
Never will I find my way back home
All the patience that I wasted
Dreams I only got a taste of
All I thought would be
Everything I never should have done, I did
This is acceptance
Of the greatest things that will never happen
So here I stand,
Unable to be saved
I'm paying prices for
The things that I didn't say
And it depresses me
I've backed integrity
But I'm finding brand new ways
To channel energy
I've seem hell along the way,
In every devastating blow
Handed down to me
I've seen sufferers like me
Still fighting for their dreams
Through battles obsolete
I have seen all despairs can bring
Heaven is unreachable
And happiness is fake
So much patience that I wasted
Every dream I barely tasted
All I thought I'd see
Everything I never should have done, I did
Now I'm waiting for the end
To take away all of these wretched memories
I have given all of me
I gave you every fucking thing
Listless, unbound
I've been set free
Golgotha Falls