You think you've made it everything's going so fine
But then appears someone who wanna
Tear you down
Wanna rip you off those few nice things you've found
When and if you hit the ground
Then it's falling kinda hard
Cause all you do is being yourself
Trying everything to succeed somehow
But that's not the way things are right now
Feeling kinda lost
Those reasons
Those unkind words being expressed
Oh: they'll get to you I promise one day
But maybe then it's too late for you to say
I knew it from the go cause you know
That's some miles away from the truth
Don't forget
Hey what do you think of me now
Am I not like I once were
Still if you don't know me
What's the story of this pen*
I guess you're not a stranger
And I can tell you're not a friend
It might take a while but I guess you'll manage waiting till then
Then when you confront me with your thought
You may think I don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do
I ask you to please think of
What I've done to you
Please search inside and let me know
If I've done something wrong I guess I'll go
Far hidden
Never to be found
Where I'm headed
I've got a suitcase in my hand
Filled with stuff most precious to me
Sidewalk brings my feet
Wherever they're headed
There is no directions given
Just some trust in human mind to rely on
And to hold on to
Honestly don't know where I'll end up at last
Won't even count the days
One thing I sure know I won't move so fast
My mind in complete haze
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time
Scary thoughts and frightening sounds
In my mind still I try avoid it
Heading through this hope not one-way alley
I can't really sense my surroundings
Seems to be all dark around
Nothing there, to lighten up my way
Honestly don't know where I'll end up at last
Won't even count the days
One thing I sure know I won't move so fast
My mind is complete haze
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time