Innocence, I began, youth my direction
Ignorance, love in my heart, no detection
Tried to explore, dying for more
Life, death, please mother let me begin

I closed my eyes, everything a lie
Rebellion to rebel, fallen in deep, why?
Tried to deter, dying not to see
Hate, hate, please mother leave me be

I created, I found myself at least I thought
Lust for for love rotted me, no detection
Tried and achieved, what was not conceived
Watch me, please mother look at MEEE!!

I fell, I fell hard, face down denial
I've beaten myself into the ground
I tried to rise, everything changes, not me
Wrong or right, please mother forgive me

I looked, I looked at myself, my direction
All these years gone, but I found love
Myself, I'm off to explore again with peace of mind
Every day mother, father I'm more like you
I understand why you do the things you do

Disease!! Rots under my skin
Disease!! Committed like sin
Disease!! Starving for more
Disease!! I don't want to cure