I cannot deal again

I don't want to show my face to the world today
It's like two different people live inside of me
And you're so perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way (?) that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't want to have to beg for another way
All I ever really wanted was a chance to say
That you're not perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't wanna show my face, show my face

You left me living inside of this soul
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I think for nothing
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I live for nothing