I break every day
stressed out in every kind of way
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired

all I need and crave
is a loud life with the power to fade
I am living because I keep it all inside

love don't work for me
I want women who are out of my reach
all I need for sure is a big love with the power to make more

I am living because I keep it all inside
I know I'm close to the fall
I know I'm dangerous
I'm afraid I'm going down

I blame my family
their damage is living in me
I am sick inside and tired of my life

all I need I swear is to go out
with the power of a nightmare

I am living because I keep it all inside
I know I'm close to the fall
I know I'm dangerous
I know I'm not going down alone