I've hardly been outside my room in days"¦
cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
and it was then I realized that conscience never fades
When you're young you have this image of your life:
that you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
and if you happen to, you wake completely lost

But I will fight for you,
be sure that I will fight until we're the special two
once again
And we will only need each other,
we'll bleed together,
our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
Coz we're the special two
And we could only see each other,
we'll breathe together,
these arms will not be taught to need another's,
Coz we're the special two

I remember someone old once said to me:
"the lies will lock you up with truth the only key"?
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
and couldn't see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
ah but if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down
coz we were the special two,
and will be again

And we will only need each other,
we'll bleed together,
our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
Coz we're the special two
And we could only see each other
we'll breathe together,
these arms will not be taught to need another's,
when we're the special two

I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
or something that could ease the pain
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
just remembering, just remembering how we were"¦

when we would only need each other,
we'd bleed together,
these hands would not be taught to hold another's,
we were the special two
And we could only see each other
we'd bleed together,
these arms will not be taught to need another's"¦
coz we're the special two