It don't matter if you're single
If you're taken or not
If your life's fucked, your boyfriend sucks
If you're just hungry for cock

Cuz every night as I dream
Somethin' just happens to me
It's so obscene, what does it mean?
This shit makes me want to scream

The lives that we live are fake
But most of us aren't awake
Enough to realize that all these lies
Are meant to sedate

Our blinded selves from the truth
I envy people like you
Who are oblivious
And have things to look forward to because

I've pinched
Myself
Awake and now my mistake is

Every time I try to call you I get high
And I won't try cuz I love hating life too much

And now you see
The real indiscretion
Is between you and me
Without no direction

It seems I've lost myself
On this mental journey
And every time I lose myself
It seems the memory's returning

Cuz I know who I am
And what I'm supposed to be
But it's shit like that, that I just can't have
Sometimes I just wish I wasn't me cuz

I've pinched
Myself
Awake and now my mistake is

Everytime I try to call you I get high
And I won't try cuz I love hating life too much

I love hating life too much

Thought a lot about, about a sentimental journey
But it's the only thing out there that kills the pain

The only thing that kills the pain
Is closing my eyes and going insane

Everytime, everytime I die

Everytime I try to call you I get high
And I won't try cuz I love hating life too much