and then i tried what i know i couldn't do
i got frustrated when i couldn't talk to you
i had all these plans, but i couldn't follow through
it's disturbing knowing that i'm losing you
i cannot i can't do anything at all
and then i was who i never thought i'd be,
and when i spoke i was happy someone was listening
with all these doubts i wonder how i made it
with no help from you, i succeeded