I can't believe what I've turned into, Dad, I'm full of hate just like you
I am a spiteful being on account of everything I've seen
But all I want is to show I care and live a life that's all too fair
But contrary to my own views, I'm living like I'm a short fuse
This wasn't my intention to be a breathing contradiction
I don't know why it's so difficult to change after admitting my faults
I am the product of a flower child, and I'm the thousandth in one square mile
It seems the drugs couldn't make you love, but they sure could make you numb
Frozen
To a point in your history, a time before the birth of me when the only
Thing you had to worry about were your friends and your next score
Well now I'm at my own crossroads squinting to see what my future holds
No matter how much love I preach, I'm afraid of the hate my heart beats
It runs in my family's blood, it's in our foundations and every stud
But in this house of New Orleans, I watch the sun rise over me