I'm lying to myself Assuming that I had your heart
And I wish I had the courage to say
That it's alright, it's okay You're not special anyway
I'm not scared, I won't cry I don't need you here tonight
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But it always hurts so much Everytime you walk away from me
And I don't know why I sit here patiently; Waiting here
For a love I'll never know
I'm crying to myself Cuz I know you're no longer mine
And now since I've been on my own I can't say
That I'm alright, I'm okay I don't miss you anyway
It didn't hurt, I didn't die, when you ran out of my life