Awoke from typhlotic silence
Awoke from mind inearth
Conscious enveloping, sick feat over
To the shock of the white-coated, I returned undefeated from whence others fear to tread
Time to fling another barrage at desideratum
Last rites retracted
So I'm trying to remember where I was when I lost sight of the flickering sun
Perhaps to recall, the beginning of the downfall of it all the rainbow drain-bowed
Ember's colour became as grey, on the day when perspectives lengthened
When what had seemed before to be so far away became to me so shockingly, starkly, clear
Face down in ash, choking in frenzy (soon to become a meal for the many)
As smiling eyes to glittering ice?
Worm voices rising through all this putrefaction
Awaiting loss in less than resignation, to finish the start a tempting frustration
Fully expecting subterfuge, in a place of no refuge
No last chances for this sleighted hand
Away, away?
Lying through the last stand dead heat, soul on ice; all wishes wasted dreaming pure horror
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Painting out cracked windows of the soul in misty midnight black
Serrated blades of silver hatred ragged cuts pissing blood
Torn through gossamer thin desire all hope and fear feeding funeral pyres
Whatever passed for colour has now passed on
Spider amongst the bar flies,
Sinking sorrows as oceans rise, and fallen angels fall further!