I can't sleep
And I feel so weak
I can't dream
I just want to scream
And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to fight each day
I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat)
I always thought I'd get somewhere
Now I'm just living in despair
I used to approve of myself
Now I'm just somebody else
And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to live each day
I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat)
"Will it ever beat again?" You'll ask me
But I don't care, I just hope you're lonely
Lonely without me
And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to live each day
I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat)