how many times I felt like this
how many times wasting the fire within

i watch you from the distance
remembering i had you,
here between my arms

you leaved me when you knew
i wasn't what you hoped
it's not nice to realize
of being socially challenged

i know I'm not funny
not like the men you go out with

but remember I was there
when you had nothing
nothing but a cold empty heart

and how we spent so many nights
dancing never let me down again and
a lover spurned
you little stupid bitch

i hear you laughing
and it's like laughing about me again
but you can feel lucky
if i just obey the voices i hear
telling me to kill you

i'm here feeling the fire within again

by the river we shared
everything remains the same
your stupid smile of bitch
echoes forever

but now it's only the bridge,
the river and me
i'll jump into oblivion
good night