I may have not of made it
But you don't believe in marriages anymore
And what are you thinking about?
I don't even think you really know for sure
All the things I've said in songs
All the thoughts I always meant to feel
Not everything is black and white
Not everything you say is right
I never knew you trusted me

I use to be a big disgrace
My parents still think that I am
Picking up my head
To study more
Riding on the train and back
Picturing the life in tack

But this time, I wont stop
This time, I cant stop
This time I wont stop this, anyway

I don't need to hear it
But I'm truly just sick to death of here
But if I'm here, I drove it
I never really understood my life
All the times I've mended hearts
All the fears I locked up behind
I never truly meant to leave
Even though it made them weep
I always wanted to stay back home

I use to be a big disgrace
My parents still think that I am
Picking up my head
To study more
Riding on the train and back
Picturing the life in tack

But this time, I wont stop
This time, I cant stop
This time I wont stop this, anyhow

When I think I didn't care, it really means
my options go no where
The chilly nights just keep me up
I go down stairs and drink a cup
I'm breaking down to pieces on the ground

I use to be a big disgrace
My parents still think that I am
Picking up my head
To study more
Riding on the train and back
Picturing my life in tack

But this time, I wont stop
This time, I cant stop
This time I wont stop this, anymore
But this time, I wont stop
This time, I cant stop
This time I wont stop this, any means

Ohhh Yea !!!