i'm tired
of acting
in this room of me
i'm tired
of straining for what i cannot be
dont remember siging the deal
no pen in my hand
and not quite is what you told me
over again in my mind
and not quite
is how you hold me, and its you i cant find
so listen
get frustrated
feel the burden of my self
i figure
i've created
this invisible hell
dont remember signing my soul
scramble to understand