god is gone in this ringing mind ears rip so fire brightens the red
spinning who is chosen warmth of perception growing cold and not ceasing
weary thoughts through broken glass stop laughing nothing lasts kill my
anger make me stop trees look down no hiding searching me my eyes never
see what's seen
what am i is to descend
burning cigarette in arm cram it down on me nothing to hold slopping
down on me no ability to choose here can't get out let me out won't out
i hate what it takes to make nothing no breath smothering me let me out
scream premiere freedom no pride let the hands hold me back
you have torn my urgency
am i again a dream?