afraid to open my eyes
Horror of facing the day

Mist of the morning is fading,
while cancer burn in my bones
Horror of facing the pain

Years ago I had plans,
what to do with my life
But now it all is so futile

Oh again my fears come true
and painkillers are out of effect
To the pain I must reconcile

The color of my desperation,
if I wouldn't be heading to Christ
Would even be darker than now

My dream is to wake one morning
without these tears of pain
Oh why can't I just die?

The color of my desperation,
if I wouldn't be heading to Christ
Would even be darker than now

My dream is to wake one morning
without these tears of pain
Oh why can't I just die?