this phone call changes everything
it's bad news,
i knew just what he'd said
i took the words out of his mouth;
she was too good to be true

i'll push my heart back down my throat
a girl i once knew,
i'll push my heart back down my throat,
where it smiled before we began

this is all i have (all i have of her),
is a memory
this is all i have (all i have of her),
of what was meant to be

my heart in my throat,
it blocks the air
my vision's turning blue
another unhappy ending for me,
but just another day in the life of you

i'll push my heart back down my throat
a girl i once knew,
i'll push my heart back down my throat,
where it smiled before we began

this is all i have (all i have of her),
is a memory
this is all i have (all i have of her),
of what was meant to be

take my heart and push it slowly
down my neck, you know
i'm begging you (i'm begging you)

i'll push my heart back down my throat
a girl i once knew,
i'll push my heart back down my throat,
where it smiled before we began

this is all i have (all i have of her),
is a memory
this is all i have (all i have of her),
of what was meant to be
that's what you meant to me