After, After all, we are the same as we always were
We cover and carry on, like everything's copasetic and
Courage we felt at all, feels like failure overcome
Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breath, I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up, I wanted to see
If I could let go, I wanna pull away and feel again
Sober we cut if off, I'm clean and I'm cursed it's one in all
We forget the chemicals, faking the sense of self and heart
Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breath, I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up, I'm trying to see
If I could let go, I wanna pull away and feel again

Wake up
I'm not awake, I'm slowly burning away
I'm not ok, falling flat on my face
Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight
I'm not awake, I'm slowly burning away
Sometimes I feel like, I can't wake up
I'm not awake
Feel again
I'm not ok