I was so lost in my pain Fear was melting my brain I was counting the days
to insanity
I was afraid to move myself Afraid to hurt myself More than I had until
that day
Everything i believed in Everything i fought for Was now underneath my
feet
And my heartbeat Was so gone Couldn't be felt by anyone So alone it gave
me the creeps
My drugs got me in bed Went up to my head And i really don't want to
depend So I'll stick to
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Never thought to end like this No one told me it would be like this I'm
amazed with myself
And my brain and my pain and my pain and my veins Are delivering it to my
health
My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken And it left me with
an empty life
And this knife Rests on the middle of my bed I think in all the things she
said close my eyes and sleep
All thse drugs in my head It seems I'm already dead And I really don't
want to depend So I'll stick to
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Can't smoke anymore Can't drink anymore Still I do it, I do it again
Lost everything I had Far from mum far from dad I thank God from my good,
good friends
But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now? As I die slowly
as I can?
All my plans Went down the hole My life has no goal And I wonder if is
this worth it
But my friends took my hand helped me to lift myself again And that??s why
I really love
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends